watching Twilight, i used to listen to the song were Bella and Edward dance in prom because i was so in love with this idiot when i was 18 y/o. Him not feeling the same towards me made me remember when Edward went away, so stupid to feel like that. Now i am almost 24 and it’s so silly that its funny how oneself can suffer so much over someone who does not deserve it. At the same time, it made me realize how much of a d bag I have become myself.. *sigh*